December has hit.
It's the month of Christmas!!!!!!!!!! I don't think I've ever been consciously so excited for Christmas to come.
It's also the month that I leave Jerusalem and go back home to California for a couple weeks, and then on to Provo for another semester. In the cold :(
Here's some good things about going home and next semester:
1. Seeing my family. I'm so excited to see ALL of them, so we can be together for Christmas. Janine will be in Fresno for a couple weeks. We will all go to Amy's for Christmas. I get to meet my nieces. We will all be together.
2. I get to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.
3. I get to sleep IN. Sleeping in here this semester has been waking up at 8. And that is only on Sabbath. Most days it's time to get up at 7:00 or earlier. I guess I better get used to that since next semester I have class at 8am everyday...
4. American food.
5. Not smelling like the Middle East. Though I suppose I'll miss that.
6. Moving back to Provo, and moving in with some of my old roommates, into a new ward where I can make new friends and still keep old ones.
7. Moving on with life, getting back to real life, and starting some exciting things in life.
8. Driving a car. But just over Christmas break.
9. Seeing my friends from this summer. Though the group dynamics of that group will be completely different because everybody who was dating broke up. Hopefully that won't be weird.
10. Just being home, with the familiarity of my surroundings.
Despite those exciting things, Jerusalem will be physically gone from me and I don't know how I'm going to react to that. I love this place SO much. I don't think I expected myself to fall in love my experiences and this city and these people. But it happened. And I'm going to miss it. And my Jerusalem family. They sure are special. :)
Life is so wonderful.
I love TinyBuddha.com. Here is an example of why, because it makes me think about things like the following. Life is a gift. -->
“The most precious gift we can offer anyone is our attention.”
Let’s thing for a second about emptiness. Why is a cup of tea useful? For its decorations? No–it’s useful for its emptiness, for the space where we can pour tea.
When we let go of all the things that are cluttering our minds, we become like that tea cup, and we are able to use that space to focus on what matters: giving attention to people, here and now.
Society considers money, praise, and rewards important. However, attention speaks clearer than everything else. Why does attention matter? Because it is personal, and highly valuable, both in terms of quality and quantity.
Quality, is about making a deep connection with the person to whom we give attention. Quantity, is about time. And time is the ultimate currency.
Imagine this for a second: There is a $86,400 lottery drawing. Each one of us is automatically entered into it with no action required from our side. The odds to win this lottery are extremely slim, but someone has to win it and we did it!
On a daily basis, each of us receives a very generous prize: $86,400, wired to our private accounts for personal use, each morning.
This award comes with some restrictions:
- The lottery takes back any money not spent at the end of the day; we cannot carry it forward. Each day at 1 AM, we receive another $86,400 for that day.
- We cannot transfer money, we may only spend it.
- The prize can be discontinued at any time, with or without warning–even in the middle of the day.
- There is no way to run for another prize.
What would you do? Use all the money, to benefit yourself and the people you love?
If so, let’s start doing it, here and now, because we already won this lottery–it’s the time in a day!
Every day, we each have 86,400 seconds as a gift of life, and when the day finishes, any unused time is gone.
What we haven’t lived up that day is forever lost. Yesterday is forever gone! And there is no guarantee about tomorrow.
Each day the number of seconds available is refilled, but this can stop at any time, with or without warning. So, what are we going to do with these 86,400 seconds? Aren’t they worth so much more than the same amount in dollars, euros, pounds, or material possessions?
Think about that.
Let’s enjoy every second of our life, because time goes by much faster than we think. Let’s actively enjoy our time, instead of trying to fill our time with passive activities.
Let’s make the only investment which really counts–the investment in meaning.
Yes, almost everything is possible in life and the sky is the limit. However we can’t do everything at the same time, because our main resources–time and energy–are limited.
So let’s set our priorities based on our values. Let’s budget our time and talents. Let’s take control of those 86,400 seconds, starting here and now! Let’s give time, and meaningful attention, to the people who count for us!
This is from a week ago, from www.tinybuddha.com subscription. I think this is an incredible thing to think about. Don't waste time. Because you never know what is going to happen next or whether there will even BE a "next" of something.
So that is what I am going to try to live up to. Don't waste any of my remaining time in Jerusalem. Live every day to the fullest, and get every experience that I can. Don't leave regrets behind.
:)